I’ve spent so much of my life hating myself and nearly dying countless times because of it, yesterday I found my drive again and realized I’d really like to create something that could change the world or at least a be a part of it.
The “problem” with realizations is that for those first few moments, not only is your mind satisfied but your heart feels full and you’re excited… But after a few days, a few weeks, a few months, that feeling goes away and you become jaded and lose motivation again.
Change takes more than a motivation or drive, you have to have a willingness to actually want to change yourself and take action.
“Should I kill myself, or have a cup of coffee?” – Albert Camus
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Albert Camus, one of the world’s most insightful philosophers, was attributed to stating this quote.
I still feel inspired from yesterday but I can feel it slowly dissipating and going back to a life filled with apathy that’s become so routine for me and so many others.
Humans are habitual & social creatures… Don’t let your sense of self ( consciousness ) allow you to forget that we are animals… We need connection w/ others so don’t be an asshole, treat others how you’d like to be treated. We must form habits to adopt a new way of life.
Personally I’m tired of feeling empty and feeling dead inside… I’ve lost my passion in life and I just go through the motions in my lifetime… It’s so boring and unsatisfying… It’s no wonder I used to spend so much time numbing myself w/ anything just to feel something.
I need to take action and DO something rather than allow myself to wallow and spend my days withering away.
Consciousness, awareness and overall organization are key to making changes.
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